I am…we are…not quite what it seems to be
To live…to love…to pray…to struggle…to make believe
So easy to fit in that comfortable place, so emotionally open, so playfully sensuous, so rousingly wet and delightfully indecent
Got to let go that sexy sweet smoky attraction…my power addiction to fulfill her every need
Got to let go, as much as it pains me…not to feel her caress my mind a thousand miles away
Got to let go so the ideal comes from what God asked me to be
I know there is…compatibility
Willing to accept our baggage claims from across the isle
Understands by an honest word sans righteous judgment, irrational thought or erratic deed…
Past the drama, past the unspoken expectations, past the uncertain reality
Finding the balance
Finding the peace
Finding the strength
Continue the searches…continue the wait…continue to pray…continue to get myself straight…
I continue to prepare for that day.
© 5/25/10
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